Grief: When Miscarriage Terrorizes Your Heart

I found out I was pregnant on Motherโ€™s Day. I felt terrible. Tired and nauseous. My friend and I were sitting in my backyard chatting when she suggested I take a pregnancy test. I ran into the house, taking the stairs two at a time to grab one and take it. A few minutes later … Continue reading Grief: When Miscarriage Terrorizes Your Heart

Is Blind Faith Possible? How God Made the Impossible Possible on Our Journey to the Unknown

โ€œI need missionaries in Italy.โ€ The words came to me as clearly as if you and I were talking face to face over a cup of coffee. My world changed at that moment. For one, I had never heard God speak to me so clearly. I was visibly shaken. It was hard to breathe. I … Continue reading Is Blind Faith Possible? How God Made the Impossible Possible on Our Journey to the Unknown

Grief: What It Looks Like 7 Years After Miscarriage

Today marks a sad anniversary for me. This day 7 years ago we lost our little Beatriceโ€ฆ unformed, but created, alive. I remember the heartache, the shock of realizing we were going through this AGAIN. Really? Again?! I thought about the first time this happened - nine months earlier - I knew what was going … Continue reading Grief: What It Looks Like 7 Years After Miscarriage